My FAVORITE Picture Yet!!!!!!!!!

OHHH LENA!!!! This picture is the best!! I just die when I see it!!!!!!!!!! I was dieing when I took it!!!!

All is going better here. She is actually sleeping better and I am being more motivated during the day. She is also becoming more active, smiling, and fun. The problem now lies in the fact that I am starting to get panicking that I have to go back to work in a couple of weeks. I am trying really hard not to think about it. I miss work and the kids, but for some reason I really have started have anxiety about leaving her. I am also going to Tampa this weekend for a wedding shower and leaving her with her daddy for the day, but I really don't want to go because I don't want to leave her at all. I am going to be two hours away! But I am forcing myself to go. I have to go! I hope these feeling are natural and will not get out of hand.

What else is going on?.....Derick, I, and O'lena took our first "family road trip" on the holiday Monday. We went to try to see Lake Okeechobee, but it didn't work out as planned. All the parks we went to were kind of dumb and you couldn't see the lake. It was a beautiful day though. O'lena and I ended up sitting by the Caloosahatchee River while Derick fished. It was a very nice day and we ended up enjoying ourselves.

Here are some more adorable pictures....

Those sunglasses kill me!!

My (soon to get married!!!) roommate from college came to meet O'lena this weekend too. It was great to hang out with Heather again. We don't see each other much anymore so I am excited when we do.

Hi O'lena!Derick being super daddy!!! Here is caring a baby and making the best pulled pork EVER!!!